Ich rackere und rackere mich ab damit ich wieder zu meinem Freund nach Sydney komm und dann erhalte ich heute diese email.... es muss auch dazu gesagt werden dass ich selten emails von ihm bekomme, und da wurde die Freude darüber gleich zur Enttäuschung


hey baby,
im finally writing to you.
you dont understand how busy ive been......this new job has taken over my life...its really good though i love my new job even though its taken over...
which brings me to my next point........ you've asked me afew times if i want you to come to sydney again....... i do want you here baby but it wouldnt be wise idea......i would never get to see you or spend any time with you....... meaning you would be even more lonelier than last time.....my life is just so busy right now.....im also doing alot more haircuts after work because i need the money...im trying to get my life in some sort of order..... im 26 years old and i have nothing to show for it......i havnt been going out at all.....im trying to save as much money as possible.....who knows maybe that means im saving to come to vienna and paris......but i cant promise you anything baby......
im sorry that ive taken so long to tell you this but you can imagine how hard it was for me to tell you.......because i really do care about you.....
please write back soon baby and tell me what you're thinking.......
antony

Was soll ich dazu denken???